Feeling Out

I feel out. I'm starting to second guess myself. I know this is a miracle that I ovulated on my own. I should just be working to start my period now I'm sitting her in my TWW, wondering and wishing. I just hope we might, by some far chance we caught the egg. The egg that  after two whole months of spotting and bleeding decided to be released! I have to hang on to some hope because with infertility you are always holding on to hope because with out hope it's a very lonely and long process! It's in God's hands as it always as been!